oh my god .
i hate drama .
i hate gossip .
i hate rumors .
i hate bitches .
but apparently, they all love me . aren`t i one lucky person ?
i am SO glad this week is over, you have noo idea. there has been more gossip then ever. and a whole lot of it about me and my best friend chantelle. well i really don't give a damn, but now i kinda know how it hurts because i've never had a bully or been made fun of really before. but it's a good thing that i'm confident and don't care what people say. i wish they wouldn't say these things duh, but i can't control there mouth. which brings me to my next topic, when people say "don't tell anyone" and you agree, that usually means DON'T effin TELL ANYONE ! i mean like, geesh people ! everyone says "dont worry i wont tell a soul" and then they do. and then that person tells the next person and so on and so on. and i admit, i have done that before. not anymore though, nope, not anymore. BUUT, i do talk alot but people know that if i promise not to tell anyone i actually dont. but its stupid because theres no point in talking behind peoples backs because theres a 99.99% chance that they're going to find out. as chantelle would say; "DON'T TELL HER! her mouth is loose just like her vag" LOOOL :) oh man i love that girl. but you just gotta be careful who you tell.

today's mine and matts 7 months today ♥
seven months seems like seven years in immature high school life, haha. but we are so not like that-we're definetly not one of those on-again, off-again couples and im so glad. we knew 7 months ago that we would last a long time. and we are still that sure, actually we're even more sure of it.

today i helped out at the soup kitchen, im pretty proud of myself. i used to do some volunteering at the spca too. our school goes to the soup kitchen every month or so to volunteer, usually only like 12 people go i think though-this was my first time doing it and im pretty sure wont be my last. it was a great experience and im glad i did it, it was sad to see all the people there though.

oh and you know what i dont get? (sorry im a bit random, always have been. going from subject to subject. well anyways..) people have been calling me a slut/whore. sure i joke about things like that and stuff but i don't get it cause i've been with matt for 7 months and only matt. and usually a slut is someone who does stuff with lots of different people. and i haven't. so wtf ? its oaky when people just joke about it though, cause i do that all the time to my friends =P but when people who aren't your friends are saying it and being mean about it. . . things have gone too far.

OOO, OO, wanna know my new years resoloution?
well i don't care. im going to tell you anyways.
i just have thought of some, im gunna probly add more as the year goes on though.

1. to be with matt for this year (and forever duh) (a very easy one)
2. get an A on the honor roll (i've gotten on the honor roll everytime so far)
3. get a job
4. start some more volunteering (like the soup kitchen and stuff)
5. to be able to do both my left and right splits
6. to be able to do a tripple peuraette (dance stuff)
7. to start running everyday (like i used to)
8. to stop cracking my neck (a very addicting habbit, im addicting to that and text messaging)
9. phone my grandparents/relatives more