if a piano falls out of a building. . .

if a piano falls out of a building. . .

i most likely pushed it off.

i currently hate piano, with a passion.

ive been in piano for 12 years btww;

yeeup. thats a lot of years. i didn`t actually hate it for my whole life though.

when i was little i actually WANTED to play.

piano's great for when your little- but when you start to hate something more

then anything else in the world, you might wanna consider not doing it.

wanna know why all this sudden hatred to piano ??

well i had this one teacher who was really nice for almost my whole life.

actually-not true, not almost-but for my whole life.

then she moved so i had to get a new teach and i got this one whos nice but tough.

my other teacher aint tough at all.

so yesterday i had a piano concert,

and i screwed up baddly.

sheeeeit.

my stomach hurt before and i didnt know why..after i realized cause i was nervous,

like dead nervous. i dont ever ever remember how being nervous felt like cause i

never remember being nervous. until last night-- and truust me. i never wanna feel

like that again. i just don't really get nervous or embaressed, i guess im lucky like that.
maybe it was cause my boyfriend and his mom and grandma were there.

or maybe its cause i had to memorize the song and completely blanked out. who knows.

but ps. i hate piano.